Hopefully it will come soon. I am yawning a lot. It is close to midnight.

Maybe I will make myslef a last decaf and go to bed around 1am.

I took half a sleeping pill but it is so so working.

It is so great that i finally realized I am no saint nor prophete. Just a regular weird woman simply. This means I have quite a bit of challenge to keep this blog saner,  ahead of me. I hope it goes well and the stories are truly gone. They got me so high. Noticeably, I smoked very little weed today ( two pinners only). This might be why this epiphany has been revealed.