About 150 instead of 250.

The chinese music, buddhist chants, new age a bit, is nice. Very soothing, almost tacky but pretty.

What to do to prepare for anything in november?

Hubby does not want to consider emigrating to new zealand. They have my meds there and it is legal.  Ending my life in kiwi land would be alright I think. If they would accept me as permanent resident. We started the paperwork but the visa has since expired. Way back around 2014 I think.

Nothing new right this instant. I am happy, a bit joyful, not too elated and calm and quiet. I feel so good , it feels so good to be saner! May I be such until the day I die. Please Buddha, help me follow through with You in whatever capacity. Om muni muni mahamuni ye soha