Blood makes noise

HERE to hear it

I love this urgent inspired and upbeat song.

Hubby is upstairs and all is well. No drinks yesterday nor today.

I cannot believe how very ill I become without medication. I become totally catatonic mostly. I pray God spares me ever knowing that state again in this lifetime at last.

I like the theory that I am an alien hence a dysfunctional human. ah! Certainly, I cannot function anymore whatsoever without meds which I could in india 2003, alone.