They gave her something akin to morphin on the gums.  Next one is due  tomorrow morning at around 7am. She seems to be staring at the sun and the yard. Billy is with her outside. The door is open. I was sure she would live to 20 that cat. I dont know why I thought that. Such a part of an era: since 2009, the year I got back with Brian in Toronto with Apollo and Jerry, then Whiskey.

She was my kitten first but Brian took great care of her and was basically her slave all her life out west, running to open doors for her and feed her whenever she fancied something... I always thought it kind of funny and very endearing. I so believed her mere gaze could pacify my man when he was wild in 2020 because I was ill. i thought of her as a boddhissatva simply. And named her Tummo as soon as I saw her, at a mere 3 months old. It is an era. What an era! Our toughest truly in some sense. Though being homeless for me for a month was pretty hard. om tare tuttare ture svoha Om tare tuttare ture svoha Om tare tuttare ture svoha

The cost for end of life care for a visit and 48 hours of meds is a mere 260$ all included. Not too bad. Hubby does not want her ashes back. Om muni muni mahamuni soha