I have prayed much today for Tummo. and Hubby and all of us to make it in equanimity, peace and health and financial safety.

The dishwasher is going and I spoke to mom tonight. Very briefly. 

Tomorrow I should get on the ceiling of the bathroom upstairs. I will go buy rubber gloves and javex.

It should take me about 2-3 hours I suppose. It is quite a big job I suspect and awkward, since it is high up on a ladder. I hope I dont drop water with javex in my eyes while working at it, from the rag on the ceiling, above my head. 

Nothing new tonight. I will pray some more: Buddha, the Taras and even Jesus and Mary and God were all very much present and felt today. I must pray much: it helps my mental health and resilience and peace of mind and heart. Plus, TumTum is euthanised tomorrow so I spend much time with her, praying and talking to her, petting her and feeding her. She just got her morphine tonight but we are missing a dose because I squirted one seryngue by mistake thinking it was empty.May all go well tomorrow and until then. I want to sepnd much time with her. I am not done saying goodbye. My little Tummo so tiny, runt of the litter for real. You always did whatever you wanted and bossed BJG around like the queen you were without knowing it. Thank you for 14 years and a bit more of utter happiness with you my dearest female lovely cat. I swear I was sure your mere gaze could protect me from voltaile hubby going crazy in the house way back. You slept much with me on my bed and on my bed tooduring the day, in the last couple of years, especially in 2022 and 2023. It was so nice. you were always very discrete. I am going to go see you upstairs now since you are still with us tonight....instead of whispering your name on the blog, far from you. Hugs.

UPDATE

I dont want to overwhelm Tummo who is used to her perimeter of independence. She looked tired just now after some hot chicken(three times) and I left her there. Hubby went to see her.