I can absolutely never ever succeed since 2001 but it is worth trying. Especially if hubby looses his job, we wont have mulah for smokes or anything. 

So no smokes for another hour, until noon. Then none until 3pm.

I am sipping jaggermeister and Holly Cole trio is singing. The sun is gorgeous and Buddha is watching us close today and these days. The sun is amazing. I Pray we dont lose equanimity and peace of mind and love and we dont go bankrupt.