While I am up tonight, i say a few prayers and dedication and light up the lamps again.

I love offerings, and especially offerings of light for the bardo of a sentient being. It makes me feel connected to her guiding spirit in death and beyond.I am basically sending blessings of light in her darkness or bardo. So she is guided.

I suddenly realized how God never ever lied about Tummo: I asked Her for a cat who would not die dramatically nor early. We had had a terrible cat experience a few months before. She sent Tummo and fulfilled my wish to see a full grown full lifetime cat in our household. Thank you God. This was priceless after the heartbreak with Pele. Om muni muni mahamuni soha