The day is heavy emotionally. Hubby has trouble at work and feels again like an eternal victim with everyone. It is heavy this attitude and he keeps being unhappy because of it. I dont think i have ever seen him satisfied in my whole life except maybe when he was very young but I dont recall really for sure. May God help us keep our peace of mind and compassion together no matter his moods and attitudes.

I fear a break down of BJG again. He is so on the limit of being dysfunctional.

His attitude is so counterproductive about feeling like a victim about everything, even the death of tummo he sees as unfair. There is no reasoning with someone who sees the death of a 15 years old cat from cancer after an amazing life all along as unfair. Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung