I have not put on religious music since the death of tummo. Today was time. The lamps are not light though. It is for me siply this cd playing right now. To calm me and feel womanly compassion and energy at home from india. it is odd how I have no memeories or connection with people in india anymore. Was I ever the 15th dalai lama? I really dont truly care but I had plenty of visions of many years of such a role as a woman in visions here. I am going on a non religious experience? ah ah ah ah....I truly doubt it, just maybe not a nun.

The tibetan nunnery in OZ as I called it in the travel tales was amazing. everyone looked blissful there and laughing. I was there about 2 months. It was excellence for mental and spirtual health. I caught typhoid.