It feels alineated to be without TumTum as my protector but it will pass.

She was just a cat, not a saviour.

But a mighty inspiration for my mental health when everyone had lost it in the house. For this reason, she is hard to let go for me, more so than apollo and m'kwaa: I was super inspired to see her as a mighty Tara.

For today, I will copy cat her: sit in the sun in the yard.

And try to enjoy the street as it is today: kids playing, sunshine, cars and trotinette.