BJG has not apologized for calling me a bitch today for no reason and his screaming yelling all morning for no reason but his own stress about work that he unloads onto me.

Therefore, the mood is not very warm between us and he whines I miss all the walks today with them, him, especially. No apologies makes it hard to pick up the broken pieces, darling. Dont apologize if you dont care, but know you will be depressed longer. You choose this way. This is what happens when you are vain, too vain, to take your own blame and apologize.