I dont know what he ate but he eats a lot.

It is 2H30am. He just woke me up to go out.

I am totally tired.

Tension is building and BJG will totally lose his mind.

I really hate catatonia as a reaction to fear but it is useful and a good coping mechanism instead of violence.

I will be able to not be frightened for ONCE in my life by monsters, and punch one right in the fucking eye. I hope he has a bruise.