And ended up in aushitwz. I was not very holy then. But as a cop, I am totally divine.

Apparentely, it is important to me to kill a man as a woman. I dont like this trait in me but God says it is why he asked me if I wanted to cure or kill.

Gd (my neighbour David) apperaed to me covered in thorns rashes on his arms. Covered in blood. God wanted to know if I felt like a cop or a doctor. I told him, when he asked me to help him if I did not mind with his problem, (blood everywhere on his arms), that I hated blood on me. I totally told him: dont make me a doctor of you. I will be a cop. He was just checking my thought heart about all this cop thing.