This I believe may have truly been me because it is not amazing.

But it is interesting to me in a good way.

I am replaying the emotion of adamson's death in my mind. I told him he was the shame of his mother and that this was for his Mother when I cut his throat after he fake resisting just to get me to do it. He understood right away that it was his disease: to kill the nicer parent of his by killing female whores. he is very damned unfortunately. Germain I will gladly welcome in my family anytime. There were also miracles, not just time to kill divine intervention: I cured a leper who died and went to evenly bardo. I simply kissed him.