We went to Cora breakfast for dejeuner. I had a strawberry and banana smoothie and a huge bowl of cappucino for which we did not have to pay. I was too cold to go with everyone to the park under the rain. Today is my birthday.

BJG is such a darling and that makes me feel sad to see how hard he works for his job and he may lose it. He is really nice , really really nice. But I am exhausted and I want to move on from our life, I am so tired. Yet he could go for decades still he claims. Not me: I am exhausted form the talk on the blog recentely, the dope and the lack of deep sleep so cozy. Brian is super nice:he bought me flowers, and a necklace super tasteful and neat and nice in silver, with trees and an opal as the moon. I have to take my life with more philosophy: it is okay to not have such an easy time with hubby's work in our house. It is his challenge. I just feel sorry for him , putting all this work in. Maybe he wont lose his job- if the world is fair, he will not.