Yes, I am not that old ...remember I whined about my mother being terrible when she is not at all , all my life, like turly a spoiled child....we like big stories so I tell big stories to inspire us and myslef too. I want to die next to jesus...I turly dont believe I am the only one...how many people were crucified while jesus was on the cross, to jesus? Not that many I dont think but I dont know for sure.