I was told silentely by God that I would have really hurt more and fought more if I had fasted, successfully, the nasty monsters. Not the one who kills me though, I am not allowed to touch him: he is a destructive machine. So all I will do is bruise one guys face (I hope its the eye), and be massacred instantely. If I had fasted, I would have been given the joy to fight like a pro for one or two more moves....its just that I would have felt like a warrior, which I totally dont as it will be... I did not want to barter with god because what i had asked him in exchange (I hate doing that to god, trade offs) was to hurt less and endure better. God knows what he would have given me in truth for my fasting. Now he says just i would have fought harder to console me...I think. See how we never know God'S mind when we barter with him anyway but if we are honest with him about our motivations, he hears us anyway and brings us solace about  our bad decisions.