yes, passion and freedom have been my inspiration, my driving force to find meaning on this earth. It was very hard, but very fun, but I hurt many people along the way of my fun crazy life of woes. Why? Because I would speak freely my mind not always kindly by far.  This used to be my energy: this youthful passion fore my freedom and others to be heard. But today, I am inspired by a totally more mature energy: the mother's mild words to everyone so they feel better.