Yes, stuff I was inspired to write, mythical stuff at times, wild weird stuff other times. I am puzzled why exatcly this was ever good to write down but it made me feel amazing so that may be why. Other then that where is my truth of path for truth with Buddha? This blog is too wild to be serious and deeply truthful. It is more, rather, like my dreams. Simply inspired to be creative and wild. Sometimes spiritual or religious. Some times downright nonsensical.

I realize how others perceive me in the world and it is not flattering at all. Sigh. I should not let it depress me and it does not really but it is a constation. I pass as a nutcase to many people who know me from interactions online. I had a long standing bad habit of sending wild shit to people. Shit that was so wild and shocking in emails. I was mad socially online. Thankfully, this habit has stopped now. But my reputation with some strangers is tarnished forever.