I am praying mystic style, i.e. drinking mead, so drinking for the first time in almost 3 weeks. I think it is okay to do a change though I mean to fast and pray for the next few months for hubby's job protection. I will go back to the japanese buddhist temple. Maybe next week.

I am hopeful but weary. It is an irrational complaint but I cannot discuss it.

UPDATE

I went to Mundy with Billy and only one other man with dog was there. Nice time. It is almost 18H30. 19h00 is even better.