I had smoked a jay and just learned after that they were waiting for me.

I had to cancel as I was too stone to go in a temple I thought. Very anxious socially at the thought of seeing the priest and the volunteer.

I am sitting in my kitchen , listening to the murder of crows causing a ruckus.

They are in our backyard.

I have made water bowls offerings to Tummo's enlightenment, ours and the dogs' and hubby's job safety. Om muni muni mahamuni svoha

UPDATE

I hope it is okay to have cancelled my visit to Tozenji. I dont know if they open the centre just for me when I ask or it is always open. No one could give me a clear answer it sounded like. I was way too stone to go pray for an hour at the temple. Hopefully we can go next week, Monday maybe, just turn up at 3 and see if anyone is minding the doors.