I have meditated a bit and prayed somewhat here and there. I have added water to the shakyamuni and tummo's bowls offerings and two lamps, offerings fo light for Tummo and to Shakyamuni.

It is odd how I wake up these days: all the time with big existential questions. This morning was: how would my motherhood have been? And how was my mother's? I should truly visit my ancestors, my parents , house before they pass. They are in their early 80s. I wish hubby would come with me. For moral support. 

LATER...

Now the nuns have finished chanting. So vocally amazing and meditative and repetetive. 

i love this album and lost my Chod ceremony cd I bought a while back on Jetsunma Tenzin palmo's nunnery website.