That I have a kind wise mother next. This last one was hellraising. But fun.

The nun life of sati saraniya  is EXTREMELY poor. That sounds like the deal to make sure a mind is pristine without meds this time, like all nuns. It is fun to be a nun and poor...I practiced it for a while as lay strange woman hiking and a hobo for a month. LOVED it. Because it is truly just between you and God, in gaining merit you know you need to gain. Very very satisfying for my soul: equaniminous and harmonious, simply.

Somewhere , my first male life next, is very very patriarchal ancestor. I will be a shrink with a sick wife ad two children, very rich at some point. I truly dont feel ready for such a heroic male life. So I will just stay discrete as a woman forever.