accusing people of fiddling the books to make money at a temple, stealing when they dont, starting gossips about holy people, yes truly, I am mischievous a bit. But never mean. I have totally come home with a japan in my life I am not longer obsess with. I have found out why japan had such an aura for me since I was 6 though a white girl who never had any asian friends except indonesian as a child. I met many asians later. But none became close forever in my daily life.  I am desperately white in my environment. There is a hungry ghost ceremony on june 6, the official tibetan date of rebirth of tumtum. I REALLY cannot go- amhithabbha gave me just 10 minutes prayer allowed last.  No more. In truth I wuld be way too spoiled to go to the temple: it is simply not my place right now.