I was mad with rage in my living room or in mundy, in the deep bush when no one was there, yelling at Him. Turly he did not punish me when I went in the forest to yell at him and sweat running the whole park with logs and bush trails. He says he did not even punish me when somethign weird happened and another energy took my place to insult him. But I felt mortfied I could not control this energy and asked God to punish me so I remmebered that energy.  She says it is ONLY because I asked Her to punish this energy to be rememebered. Because it had once been part of me. So the killer cop in 2021 simply broke my foot viciously for aboslutely no reason. It made sense to me. And that is all that matters to God with Her ONLY.