Yup, every so often I get super anxious about enormities I sometimes tell as a tales about me , but not necessarily true. Though I usually believe it at the time. Sigh, anyway, point is I have said many enormous things about msyelf. No censorship whatsoever at times. This now stresses me out to the max. I usually delete those when they are too stupid or wild. The main themes are true and stay the same. I think i may have a good heart though hard to hear if I write insults to everyone. but I may be the biggest fool in the house. Oh, well, at least i am happy and at ease often. May i gain wisdom and kindness. Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung