It was pretty hard for both of us and may be hard again. But for now, it is pristine peace of mind and ease on pretty much every front. 

I feel like I have alerted a ton of random people to what i have seen. This suffice to me. I long thoguht this blog would insure I am a legend if anything ever happens....ah ah ah....I truly doubt it but it will have been inspired to the max and holy in my mind and heart all this written word. It keeps me company.