Nothing new today: the day has finally started for me. And I have my period.

Belly tenderness.

The temple was so very nice an dopen in their reply. I have really been a fool. Anyway, no more private prayers with the shrine to myself there for me: public events only.

The energy really threw me off when I last visited. I could not stay for more than 15 minutes praying. I dont know why not but it was like that. Then I went accusatory towards them for abosultely no reason but mad foolishness and misunderstanding.