We should truly try to get a 3-4 months old kitten. It will be way easier with Billy. Whiskey is totally aloof to cats. Not Billy.

The hood is so very noisy tonight. Brrrr! It does not inspire me to go out for a walk with Billy.

There has been evenings were the noise was so loud, it drove me temporarily into a panick attack that would last the whole walk in the noise. I would come home and write in a panic in my diary 'Sleep, sleep, sleep...' hundreds of time. I was not taking all my meds as precsribed then and had strange withdrawal reactions. It felt like what I have heard of autism attacks. But I may be out in left field.