Yup, very exhausted with a headache. It is the sleeping pill addiction to sleep I am sure. I better go buy decaf. Billy is asleep with me and the cats are wandering downstairs, hunting mice.

I am dead tonight. 

Hubby is cleaning.

Nothing new today.

I should force myself to eat: I dont eat enough these days.

And no booze tonight.

I hope I get back in my schedule of going to bed at 9-10pm without a pill, of a month ago.

I had a bath already and I am truly under the weather today. Ill from last night and lack of sleep recently.

It will go better if I stay off the booze tonight and for the rest of the week after indulging last night cider in large quantity (4 pints).

I am very tired today.