I have been smoking cigarettes butts since waking up. I will now go buy smokes while the dogs and man are out. The cats are playing like mad with their tunnel. Cool gift sent from God to them who showed it to me randomly and it was obviously for them for 16$.

UPDATE

All is well. I came back from a short walk to starbucks for iced latte grande light ice (my breakfast) and two packs of smokes for crazy 34$.  It is such a heavy in emotions rollercoaster these days but we manage. The cats are our blessings! Thank you Buddha for protecting them from harm and short lives if it is God's will.