We have it it super privileged in fact.

I thank Buddha 's blessings daily and continue to beg him or her to teach me daily through meditation, my pets, my man and social interactions.

I found truly God in 2016: that is when I had my first vision. I right off the bat said to Buddha or God: I want my next life to be a buddhist nun life to have more of these visions and thank you for them in this lifetime too. Om shanti om!