18H00. The day is ending soon and the sun is still shining outside on the street. I feel so good, sitting in the sunrays on the couch, with the cat. After years of terrible anger from injustices done to me that traumatised me to the max, i am finally calm and cooler in temper. No more rage against the world. It is the relief from a huge burden. I was so very anrgy at everyone in my life for having failed me, except hubby. i was always very needy and weird I suppose, which made it hard for regular people who did not love me much to support me. Thats how I see it. it was totally selfish to get that angry at people in my life. In fact, if I had been more loving and compassionate and especially selfless, i would have forgiven them right away. It took years and to finally be at peace with the world and life. Thank you God for my man, so very strong to me in his commitment and devotion. 

We went to do my favourite trail with everyone this morning: the nature trail. we met two ladies on it. Thats all.

I marveled at the perfect mild weather today as I walked the trail waterline.