It is late and like yestreday, i am not taking an evening walk with Billy boy my favourite youngster dog. He already had three long walks today, about 5 hours out minimum.

We did end up going to Poco farmers market though I thought I would deny myself the fun of cheese curds today initially.Sometimes we have a choice. I did not always have one but now I always do.

I feel very solid in my marriage despite our respective faults with each other and the world according to many who know us.

The love is real. The companionship has been a HUGE adventure since day one. The inlaws are the best people I have ever known for so long. I am pure blessed even if we must lose BJG's job. My life has been superbly cozy mentally for a while now and always cozy materially again since 2009. I pray God will be merciful with us both and our pets. But shit happens in this world everyone. we must accept it, even if we hope it ownt happen and it may not happen. Pray for peace with your loved ones , Buddha and God now when you are fearful of the rest to come...