I have just ranted about the 4th Jamgon Kuntrul. And erased the post. I thought it too judgemental of the quality of the rinpoche with only superstitions and feelins to guide my claims. 

Not a helpful kind way to explain why the reincarnation of Jamgon Kuntrul disrobed sadly at 20. Before beign replaced by someone I know nothing of and I dont have much awe with, lookign quickly at his facebook page.

I really wish I could know what this 4th Jamgon kuntrul who disrobed finds in his mind heart as a lay man, probably quite poor.

He expressed that he felt like a burden to everyone. THAT is a good reason to disrobe from a high rank rinpoche rebirth, in my mind. no one should have to be a rinpoche who is only yelled at and told he is incompentent all along. A high rank rinpoche rebirth needs a bit of confidence in his capacity. It sounded like the 4th jamgon Kuntrul thought everyone thought him a burden. I was impressed by the 17th karmapa official response to the 4th jamgon Kuntrul disrobing. Very touching. He was very saddened. 

My most favourite monk monastery is in Nepal, in Kathmandu. I know only it is a Bon monastery and all the monks look like they are flourishing big time in that monastery. I never went to Kathmandu. I did not have the money.

I would love love love soon to be a monk or a nun. InTibet more specifically. it is possible the 15th dalai lama will simply be a male. But if It was me, i would be fucking effiminate. Tibet is more than due for a female dalai lama. but God knows Tibet is old fashion. Dont be saddened if the 15th is a male. It might still be me after all and I will be so effiminate, all the sexist pricks will think twice about gay rights. Is is true, peter? It is a fabulous imaginative story.