Sigh, the slightest happy news throws me off the ledge! aaaaaaah! Boink!

Anyway, good news on my side tonight: I can make a friend super touched and blessed. I have no idea what her reaction will be but I have her husband's book he gave her way back, because i borrowed it. In it, there is a dedidace to his now wife. He died this year , in winter. I must have had that book for over 20 years! we split path and I forgot. Then the book reappeared here and I always thought she should have it back.