What an odd depressed day until I finally just smoked pot, 2 minutes ago. I am afraid of pot disrupting my cognitive faculties a bit in old age. Alzheimer stuff etc. but truly, this herb makes me happy! Especially happy if I take my treatment on top of it and first and foremost, of course. Yes pot in such quantity for the last 20 years may explains why I became so outspoken and psycotic says the doctor. Turly, my imagination is wild and I guarantee you it makes me happy personally. Though super akward socially.