The herb really makes me dopey and lost cognitively.  I am smoking again just now and I feel stupid. With me treatment it is possible it is twice as hard for my cognition faculties. Sigh. It makes me happy as a feeling, this herb, when I am not so dumb from it.

What to do today? I have not cooked yet. I should make simply a vichyssoise again, hubby's favourite soup. He has it hot.

I thank God today and Buddha especially for coming to my aid when I was down and talking outloud as a prayer. I think i am simply smoking too much good herb. My mind is too affected today.