I went to meet esther who works the coffee next door. I admire the endurance of this woman so much, God. Please give her some nice people in her life to help her out with her kids. She is a striking beauty truly. And seems really deep thinker and well lived and nice and kind anyway, unlike me, who tells everyone to fuck off when I am stressed out. I brought her my latest print books which she expressed interest in reading.

She has four kids, the youngest being grade 7. This is real world of real people, not the yuppies caught up in a dream samsara that I know out east. Truly, I wish she could be my closer friend but life is not made that way. I dont know her from adam. Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung