I have seen a black whore and later nun , single mom, life for me somewhere. No doubt closer to truth than rebirth as a dalai lama.

Maybe I was simply a prophete to tibet: telling them their next dalai alma should truly be female.

I really really doubt I have anything to do with being reborn in tibet.

Though the attraction to this part of the world human heritage was HUGE all my life, starting at 9.

I have asked to be reborn a nun or a monk.

Especially if I can be allowed visualizations like I have had here, but whitout being crazy this time. It truly was OUT OF THIS WORLD these visions I had off and on for two or more years, but only out west.

Wonderful, truly. But how fucking hard physically and mentally. Unbearable to be honest, after two years of fiddling with my meds.