Not that I care a huge lot, but I thought I should indulge these musings about old things I did say in the last 4 years.

We will never ever know the truth about who reincarnates in what. It is strictly inspiration and visions. I had this amazing amazing vision while awake of being a crow in tibet in the snowy lands and the bright sun.  It was amazing, and the archetype of perfect tibetan boy appeared as my love interest. But I was a crow. All this while trying to go to bed and rising from the couch to enjoy the visions. I am very very visual in my meditations and listening to words and music. I am telling you my mind in the last 4 years, friend. It was a wild wild ride. Now I just look back with more seriousness or indifference required, and enjoy contemplating what i will never know unless I live it fully and more than just in vision, but rather in the bardo. I really dont think chronology is relevant here between the 15th and the black lady. If I go with what I learned about reborth in tibet and emanations. of course, that is a cushier way to look at it maybe? I am so confused about emanations....vs reincarnations. I could never understand the difference. I am pretty sure I am confused because there is no soul in tibet buddhism and I still have trouble in grasping that concept or absence thereof.