I am sitting on a patio, with some hiffy internet.

Hubby went to put on his gown so he can be...probe. Its awful truly but there are worst things.

The hospital seems really old and the ceilings are very low. Claustrophobic sickly feel. Hubby was pretty down at his interventio he did too 6 years ago. And back then, nothing good came out of it. No one has truly helped him with his issues.

We drove by East Hastings and the utter extremeities of sufferings on that strip is immense: lines and lines of misery and homelessness. This is Canada and there are amputated people dragging their bodies on the sidewalk.  people in complete destitution. It is horrendous. Where are their families and loved ones?

This problem has been brought about by the conservative government and their housing policies.

And now BC may very well elect yet again another conservative government. And at the federal too. It will be terrifying if Poislievre gets in power next year. For now, the utter misery exposed on downtown eats hastings is shocking to say the least. It makes me sick to my stomach to be honest it is so extreme this poverty seen today. Rosie's son may very well be somewhere along the lot. I should ask her if she heard of him since he was kicked out from her older women building for being a man.

Even karma makes no sense when lookign at how very fucked up and with absolutely nothing these homeless crowds are on the strip in Vancouver. I dont see the point of living such a harsh disgusting life of misery. No one learns anything by being so destitute. Most people simply lose their minds and get into drug addictions.

Canada is terrifying in how it is geting right wing and homeless issues rising. i am on Davies street right now, a way nicer and more wealthy street than east hastings. It is so nice to be sitting at a patio here in the sushine, drinking my flat white, my second one. Why cant everyone experience that comfort level, God? What is the point for so much infinite misery for regular drug addicts and mentally ill and old people? I really dont get it and doubt kamma when I see this state of affair. Are all these current homeless miserable people without anything from previous wealthy lives where they were assholes? That is how I used to make sense of it. But it is too easy and no one ever proved kamma exists to punish us if we have fucked up. It is just a belief. Only Trump deserves a rebirth like those poor people on east hastings. It is mind blowing and I will never understand how this is possible in canada: so much misery and utter destitution. Thank God Rosie is out of that life by now. But not her son.