I saw hell today on east hastings, vancouver

Corpse that were still alive

half bodies, men with no legs, dragging themselves on the sidewlak without a wheel chair. Hundreds of people haf asleep on the sdewalk, all ligned up.

This could be any of us in one rebirth of ours if we truly fuck up previously with much more wealth and luck. if we are reborn ad infinitum until all beings are liberated, it is very likely ordinary rich men and women are stuck in a few rebirth like east hastings crowds. 

It is certainly not me who will blame these poor souls. It is between God and society and us however. OPEN your eyes around you, everyone in big canadian and american cities. EVERYONE is half alive only on downtown east hastings whosits on those sidewalks. Sickness is evident every which way on every face and body. So mangled is EVERY citizen so unlucky who is homeless there.

I have long asked God to spare me such extremes of yoyo rebirth. Of course, I dont really have any say in my reborths except confiding always what i would like. I was led t beleive I would lead an african or japanese therapist life, very very rich (billionaire for a while) and marry a sick woman. What will be my reborth after that?  No extremes of misery anywhere except in religious forced marriage as a owman who dies saving her two infant and toddlers from her husband. I am NOT being extreme and i hope you can see how far far from downtown eats hastings I hope I will always be. There is no gaurantee but there are plenty of harder life than this one for me.