Really okay and it can be fun. Brian is such a good guy. He calmed my fears about how I viewed myself and was totally reasonable in his explanation why I was no different than every ohter writer: I like imagning the end of the wolrd or science fiction or fiction too.

I told God this edge he gave me, and this inspiration wiht the holy, is okay too though it makes me feel loopy. It is  okay no one believes me. But it will always hurt when people think you loopy.