Yes, notice the gab of the word in the written form is quite amazing, peter brown. That is because I ALWAYS said what I thought in the last , make that all my life, since 2003. I have practiced first speaking like every human being. And when I wrote my diaries, I aboslutley wrote everything wihtout ever lying. Until I realized I was totally enraged for no reason at the wolrd. Then I apologized to God and he took my hand until now. Inch' allah, ishmael.