The evening shall be spent meditating soberly. No booze today nor tonight. The white light is reassuring and I always find it good for my mental health. No orange light tonight in the living room. 

Thank you Buddha for guiding and protecting us all in this house.  May You continue blessing us with equanimity, compassion, patience and Love and wisdom. I am very scared of our future. Guide us all vey well, Buddha, and safely to wherever we must meet again. Om muni muni mahamuni svoha