After having called myself a buddha like so many others (it is said we are all buddhas) and even a saint, I am sobering up about all this- I could very well end my life in a prison camp, crazy as fuck from tortures, war, famine and lack of meds. This could very much happen to me and many others. I pray God will not let me live without meds. But I dont know what She has in mind for me and my family in BC of man and pets.

It may have been pride and vanity to the max, though I was no longer aware of it, that made me call myself a saint or,a buddha. There certainly will never be millions of dollars of compensation for my tortures in 2006 and whatever happens next. This was just a dream that always made me feel good whenever it came to my mind, since 2006. But there is no justice in a man made world. The only justice is Love, pity and mercy from God above. 

I take refuge in the bUddha, the dharma and the sangha. May all 6 of us in this house thrive as best as we can and never be imprisoned or tortured or know famine. Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung