Since I started painting in 2018, I have been led to believe I knew a few of my future rebirths. I keep changing the chronology (past or future) but that for sure, we can rarely know.
The first rebirth story was of a much loved happy child female who must be an escort to pay for everything at 16 for a year or two. She then becomes a mother of three but gets dumped by her man. She looses her second son at 17 to suicide. And becomes a nun for the remaining 30 years of her life. I got to know this rebirth through painting myself the character named Annie, the black lady nun, spontaneously and inspired.
I dont know if this is a past or future life. It is a very hard life it sounds like anyway.
Then the second rebirths I thought about was, in a past life definitely, Judy Garland, the much drugged up actress and singer with 4 marriages.
These are the only two human reborths idea that go back way before any other, circa 2018.
I was super inspired by tibet buddhism in this lifetime and lived with tibetan nuns for 2 months to teach english at 27. This left a huge impression of peaceful joy on me. Around 2020, I became sure I would be reborn the first female dalai lama, the 15th. Now, that would be like winning the cadillac of kamma for self esteem and respect. This would definitely be a future life in possibly many lives rebirths first.
Dont forget the animal rebirths: I had a crow , a crazy fearful hunted down wolf with pups, and even a domestic hen.
Do I still believe these ideas about possible rebirths of mine?
The black lady was so inspired in the paintings I made of her spontaneously (four, of which two are left) that surely, I can attest and agree to one thing: it was mind blowing inspiring to think i knew my reborth and could paint myself in my past or future life.