There is no doubting that holiness inspires me to find my own path in it.

There has been countless holy teachers throughout the beginning of the world. Mindblowing how many there are actually. I simply have a call to become rather big one day, in my eternity of future lives. Now a stupid shrink would think i am vain or making it up because, simply they are blind and have no faith in mentally ill people, though they are shrinks. Becoming a higher being able to help others no matter how crazy God make her or him, is a very healthy aspiration to nurture at every life a little more. Amen. God I met no intelligent knwoleadgeable shrink in BC. All fucking blind or malicious  phonies except atwal. I must say that two nurses thought me most sane. And atwal was puzzled by my calm demeanor especially after the fake report of cops about me. Yes, BC is THE nastiest population I have seen in all canada. Fascists and selfish pride every which way in this province. The worst province I ever lived in for political and social climate. Most doctors are totally incompetent. Astounding turly how bad they all were.