The difference is huge.

I am still nauseous and dizzy but way better and not as crappy feeling.

I am so very happy to not be a smoker hopefully anymore.

It seems to be easy I am so ill. And the smokes make it way way worst.

was it witchcraft? Who knows but the results are good since I quit cigarettes.

I cannot believe the enormities I have said about y favourite toronto friend. How gross I can be!

Anyway, either I am totally lunatic which I doubt, or I am wise and fortune teller.

I have to be careful not to live alone in a bubble of made up stuff.

Everyday life is very important and such grand claims as what i have said out of righteousness may or may not be required.  i may , God forbid, be totally wrong. Then i am just a loon. i have been too sick with the flu since valentine day to actually remember where my mind was all these weeks. Please God, stop me from rightly or not predicting nasty things for people I love. I have to come back t my reallife and stay put and meditate and embrace everyone. Not tell them they are doomed, for Christ sake! How uncouth!